Self Realization

OK guys I know it's been several months since my last post but my family and I have been going through some life changing experiences and it has led me to reevaluate what is important to me and what I must do to accomplish my life's goals....I have been undergoing some self realizations and beginning a transition. I am transforming on several different levels, emotionally, mentally, and physically. I am more than happy, albeit more than nervous, to share these transformations with all of you if it means helping you find yourself as well!!
I have come to the realization that in order to become the person I'm supposed to be I must
KILL MYSELF!!
- KILL MYSELF doubt
- KILL MYSELF loathing
- KILL MYSELF sabotage
- KILL MYSELF esteem issues
I must begin anew, start fresh from a new foundation and rid myself of all excuses, distractions, and all negativity from others but mostly from within. Much like the pieces of a pie all of my facets connect and fit together to form my singular being. Without those facets pieces of me are missing. Sometimes that can be a good thing...during this transition I must lose myself to find myself. I have to replace those old and broken pieces with the new improved recipe, for a bolder flavor in this pie that is ME!!
Focus, organization, drive, these are all characteristics that I will need to develop and utilize in order to survive this transition. These qualities must be sharpened, polished and set on fire within my soul. That part of me that holds me back must burn, and from the ashes will rise an improved facet that which utilizes the previously mentioned qualities. What I want to do is burn my self loathing, my excuses, my laziness, and my low self esteem and give myself the fresh start that I truly need and DESERVE!!

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